As a parent who has experienced a Loss in Multiple Birth (LIMBo), these words are never far from my mind. When I think about Shawn's death, I wallow in self-pity, begging God to turn back the clock--let me hold him one more time! let me tell him I love him just once more! I beat my head against the wall wondering what I could have done differently to stay pregnant longer, and in turn given him a fighting chance at life. And in spite of myself and the years that have passed, I still ask WHY?!